Happy 2010 everyone!!!

Wow, I can't believe so may things have happened in the decade! The world has completely changed!

I have a very good feeling about this year. This is the year when my book will finally come out and when I'll turn 18! yaaaay!!

There's also a small chance in which I could end Highschool in Sugarland, Texas. I hope that comes true to finally get out of this heeeell.

Anyway, I really think that this is the year in which my life is going o change for good. I know that when 2009 was starting I aslo saud that, but now I really, really, really think that this is THE year.




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I'm finally free from schooolll!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!
I've been waiting for the Christmas holidays for like EVEEEER. I won't set a foot to the stupid intitution of torture for one whole month!!
wohoo!

In other news, I'm going to Mty next Saturday, so I won't be around much. I can't wait to see my friends!!

Today was our school play, and it was awesome! we forgot like all the lines and had to improvide... but it was still sooo great!!

Anyway, I'm currently beginning a new book, and I'm liking how that's coming up, I hope it turns out the way I expected it to be.

There's a looooooooot of stuff going on right now, and I'm soo happy about it.
I guess I won't be writing in here until the new year goes by, so Mrry Christmas to you all!!


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Helloo peoplee
I can't wait for the winter beak! Thank God it's in 3 weeks. If it weren't, I could kill somebody right now and boil them in their own blood! Okay, that was a bit psychotic, but you get the idea.

Sooo, my grades are LOWER THAN EVER and I hate it... but blame the stupid teachers and their boring subjects. I just need a break from everything! Why can't I skip High School? I kind of hate it.

anyway, I stole this tag some time ago, which basically states that I'm a bad person or something like that, but in MY opinion, it states that I'm NORMAL, lol.


Level 1
(X ) Smoked A Cigarette (only once… it was disgusting, don’t know what people like about it)
( ) Smoked A Cigar
( ) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex

SO FAR: 1

Level 2
(x) Are / Been In Love
() Dumped someone
( ) Been Fired
( ) Been In A Fist Fight

SO FAR: 2

Level 3
(X ) Had A Crush On An Older Person (say… ten years older? Oh, don’t make a scandal out of it, it will never happen)
(x) Skipped Class (who hasn’t???)
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
(x) Seen Someone / Something Die (in movies!!! That counts!!)

SO FAR: 5

Level 4
(x) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your deviantart friends (turned out to be a jackass)
() Been To Paris
() Been To Spain
() Been On A Plane
( ) Thrown Up From Drinking

SO FAR: 6

Level 5
(x ) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been Snowboarding
(x) Met Someone Through Internet (yeah, he’s sweet  )
( ) Been in a Mosh Pit

SO FAR: 8

Level 6
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(x ) Taken Pain Killers (it was really necessary!)
(x ) Liked/loved Someone Who You Cant Have
(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
() Made A Snow Angel

SO FAR: 11

Level 7
( ) Had A Tea Party
(x) Flown A Kite
(x) Built A Sand Castle
( ) Gone mudding
(x) Played Dress Up

SO FAR: 14

Level 8
(x) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
() Gone Sledding
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game (hehehehhe)
(x) Been Lonely
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School

SO far: 18

Level 10
(x) Watched The Sun Set
( ) Felt An Earthquake
( ) Killed A Snake

SO FAR: 19

Level 11
(x) Been Tickled
(x ) Been Robbed / Vandalized (some guys threw eggs at my house once)
(x ) Been cheated on (and that HURTS!!)
(x) Been Misunderstood

SO FAR: 23

Level 12
(x) Won A Contest
( x) Been Suspended From School (because I arrived late more than 3 days in a row)
() Had Detention (once for a stupid reason)
(x) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident (car accident. Not very big, though)

SO FAR: 26

Level 13
(x) Had / Have Braces (worst years of my life)
( ) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) Danced in the moonlight (I was freezing by the way)

SO FAR : 28

Level 14
(x) Hated The Way You Look
(x ) Witnessed A Crime
( ) Pole Danced
(x) Questioned Your Heart
(x ) Been obsessed with post-it-notes

SO FAR: 32

Level 15
() Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
() Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
(x) Swam in the ocean
(x ) Felt like you where dying (now that was something I never want to remember)

SO FAR: 34

Level 16
(x) Cried to sleep
(x) Played Cops And Robbers
(x) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
(x ) Sang Karaoke
(x ) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins (it was kind of embarrassing, lol)

SO FAR: 39

Level 17
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
() Made Prank Phone Calls
( ) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
( ) Kissed In The Rain

SO FAR: 40

Level 18
(x) Written A Letter To Santa Claus (when I was little… until I found out the heart-breaking truth)
(x) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(x) Blown Bubbles
() Made A Bonfire On The Beach Or Anywhere

SO FAR: 43

Level 19
( ) Crashed A Party
(x) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People (that’s how I got crazy, lol)
() Gone Rollerskating / Blading
(x) Had A Wish Come True
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey (ooh yeaah, lots of times… WHAT THE FUCK?)

SO FAR: 45

Level 20
(x ) Worn Pearls
( ) Jumped Off A Bridge
() Screamed "Penis" or "Vagina" (o_0)
( ) Swam With Dolphins

SO FAR: 46

Level 22
(x ) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cube (that sucks)
(x ) Kicked A Fish
() Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
(x) Sat On A Roof Top

SO FAR: 49

Level 23
(x ) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
( ) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
() Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
( ) Recently stayed Up for a while talking to someone you care about (two a.m.)

SO FAR: 50

Level 24
(x) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(x) Climbed A Tree
( ) Had/Been In A Tree House
(x) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone

SO FAR: 53

Level 25
(x) Believed In Ghosts (only when I’m alone in the dark hehehe, I’m a coward)
( ) Have / had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
( ) Gone Streaking
( ) Visited Jail (I want to do that!)

SO FAR: 54

Level 26
( ) Played Chicken
(x) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on (tripped)
(x) Been told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger (that was creepy! I was walking to a store and it was dark, and three guys were coming from the other side on the street. I passed between them and one of them whispered perverted stuff in my ear)
( ) Broken A Bone
(x) Been Easily Amused (I get amused REALLY easy, lol)

SO FAR: 57

Level 27
( ) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
( ) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one
(x) Caught A Butterfly
(x) Laughed So Hard You Cried
(x) Cried So Hard You Laughed

SO FAR: 60

Level 28
( ) Mooned/Flashed Someone
( ) Had Someone Moon/Flash You
(x) Cheated On A Test
(x) Forgotten Someone's Name
(x ) French Braided Someones Hair
( ) Gone Skinny Dipping
( ) Been Kicked Out Of Your House

SO FAR: 63

Level 29
(x) Rode A Roller Coaster
(x) Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling
( x) Had A Cavity
( ) Black-Mailed Someone (i dont know, but most likely)
(x) Been Black Mailed

SO FAR: 67

Level 30
(x) Been Used (loots of times)
(x) Fell Going Up The Stairs
( ) Licked A Cat
() Bitten Someone (nommed)
( ) Licked Someone

SO FAR: 69

Level 31
( ) Been shot at/or at gunpoint
( ) Had sex in the rain (ooohh yeaah, hundreds of times… no)
( ) Flattened someones tires
(x ) Rode in a car/truck until the gas light came on
(x ) Got five dollars or less worth of gas

Total: 71








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Sunday... God, I hate Sundays, especially because they mean the weekend's over
Seriously, why does a schoolweek last an ETERNITY while weekends end in the blink of an eye???? Not fair...

Anyway, I'm reaaallly bored, with geaography and introduction to enterprises tests tomorrow which I haven't studied for at all...
I don't know what's been happening to me, people, but recently I have this feeling that I don't care about anything anymore, it's like some kind of depression, just that I feel half sad and half like I don't give a shit of what I do.

Ugh, I hate it! Thanks to that, my grades have been dropping like mad, I've been getting in fights with my parents, and I'm spending more and more time without going out...
Whenever I have a depression, it usually goes away right after a week or something, but I've had this since the following day of my birthday... that's almost 3 weeks I think, more or less...
what the hell is wrong with me? I'm sick of crying at school for no fucking reason! Last tuesday I began to cry because I heard a song about friendship or something, but I wasn't crying because the song was beautiful or anything, I really felt deeply depressed!

Whoever has read the Harry Potter books, I guess this is how it feels like when a dementor is near... it's like I know happiness is there somewhere, but I just can't have it! and that is wrong! because I have THOUSANDS of things to be happy and grateful for! but that hole inside me just won't go! And when I'm not sad, I'm angry! these last days I've been snapping and shouting at people for no reson!
what the hell is wrong with me????? I'm sooo selfish! but it won't go away... Damn it, I just want to go home for God's sake!



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Hell yees! today's my birthday!! woohoo!
I'm 17 now!!! I'm sooo happy!
One more year, and I'l be 18, and I'll fiiinally be able to get out of here and go back home!!

I had teh greatest time last night. I invited some friends over to watch some movies, but I swear I hadn't laughed like I did last night in a veery loooong time, lol.

I'll probably go out to eat with some friends in this relly cool chinese restaurant. I LOVE CHINESE FOOD!!!

On other issues, the edition of my book is going really well, and I think we MIGHT have found the perfect cover, nothing assured though.



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